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12:05 am July 5th, 2007
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I want to finish my coursework, but I also want to quit.

I want to finish my commissions but I can't take the time away from coursework.

I want to paint something, ANYTHING else, but I feel guilty about not working on commissions.

I love my family, but I also want to smack them and then run away. Anyone in the UK need a cook? A gardener?

(Disclaimer: [info]phurie_dae cannot cook or garden.)

I want to move out and have my own place to live, but I don't have money coming into my bank.

I want money coming into my bank, but I don't have time to get a job yet.

...

Basically, I just want the world to stop and let me breathe for five seconds.

*curls up with Voyager reruns and hot chocolate*

(P.S. Major hugs to [info]mercurialmind, [info]shrieking_ell and [info]meletor_et_al for distracting me with shinies and keeping me sane. I love you all)

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Thread started by the Mary Ell-en Carter
shrieking_ell From: [info]shrieking_ell Date: July 4th, 2007 11:36 pm (UTC) (Link)
*loves you back*

*HUG*
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phurie_dae From: [info]phurie_dae Date: July 6th, 2007 09:21 pm (UTC) (Link)
*HUGSQUISH*
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donnafreak From: [info]donnafreak Date: July 5th, 2007 09:46 am (UTC) (Link)
Excuse me while I copy/paste this into my journal. Minus the coursework bit.

STUPID COMMISSIONS.
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phurie_dae From: [info]phurie_dae Date: July 6th, 2007 09:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
I WANT to do my commissions. They're for a good friend who has been terribly patient with me. And I'm also broke...
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whitemunin From: [info]whitemunin Date: July 5th, 2007 01:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
It's easy to get overwhelmed. How much coursework do you have left? Sometimes, just concentrating on that one thing will make the rest seem workable.

But oh yes, I truly understand what you're going through. As for painting just for the joy of it? I'd say shoe-horn it in. It will go a long way in lowering your frustration levels.
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phurie_dae From: [info]phurie_dae Date: July 6th, 2007 09:24 pm (UTC) (Link)
Er. A few paintings, a handful of sketches, then a bit of sticking down and a short report. Not a HUGE amount, and I'm getting through it. But dear god, I want it done. Done and gone. "The best days of your life", my ass...
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whitemunin From: [info]whitemunin Date: July 6th, 2007 10:10 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oooh, that is a lot of work. One thing at a time, darlin'. You'll get through it.

If it makes you feel any better, I'm plowing my way through this book, and I feel like I'll be writing forever. However, I'm using the illustrations you made for me along with some YouTube from 1492-Conquest of Paradise to motivate me. : )
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